LYRICS: Namaste - ARI JOHN WHITE WOLF OFFICIAL SITE

I wrote this so that my soul could lament. I was severely defeated and destroyed in november of 2006. There didn't seem like much worth holding onto. I was in a rediculous relationship with two others. one for eleven years. The other one for around five. My home had not been a safe place for me in many years. It was all about reshaping and fixing me. Finally they would report to the police that I had gotten violent with them. Truth is they both had physically assaulted me.

It wasn't that november day, that they broke my heart. They had been doing it for years. One of them regularly got falling down drunk. Then would hook up with strangers. without a condom, letting them practice unsafe sex. This is a small glimpse of the hell I was in. Then I broke it off, and they had to go away. They were not the people I was in love with. They think they fooled me. I am well aware of the lies and games.

When I wrote this. I realized at that point that only divinity within me. Could restore me to my shine. That is the focus of the song. It is a healing lamentation. Sometimes you must severe relationships with caustic friends. Before they absolutely take you down with them.